what do you do when your best friend (opposite sex) tells you that he liked you? even during the time he had a girlfriend who was also your friend.
what do you say to him if he tells you that "sana ikaw na lang yung girlfriend ko?"
what do you conclude when he often says i love you my best friend?
why would tell your best friend you missed her?
what happens if both of you fall in love with each other?
things could get complicated, that's one thing i'm sure about. he's my friend's ex-boyfriend and i'm his friend's ex-girlfriend. we shared our relationship problems before and up to now.
yeah, i do like him. of course i do, he wouldn't be my best friend if i didn't right? but how much do i like him? i choose not to answer that question right now.
we keep in touch through text. i pour out my heartaches to him and he's there when i need somebody to talk to. before i forget, he has a girlfriend. i know his gf knows i exist. we already had an exchange of text messages before due to his ex-girlfriend's situation. nyways, i'm not sure if this current girlfriend knows who i really am in his life.
i never thought of falling in love with him before or he would fall in love with me. he was my friend, we both had our own relationships. what changed it all was his sudden confession of "unrequited crush". i didn't see that coming. jeez, i'm not a high school girl. i don't fall in love easily especially with a guy who i treat as my best friend. love is a self-decision. i can decide if i'll like you or if i'll fall in love with you.
why am i confusing myself? its not my problem. if he pursues to change our present platonic relationship, what do i tell him? its complicated simply because of our common set of friends and ex-partners. i do not want create that certain gap between our group.
i'll know what to do when we get in the crossroads of our friendship. i hope...
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