Wednesday, February 02, 2005

my so-called life

its been quite sometime since i've been to a YFC or SFC activity. the last one i've been to was the SFC Crossover christmas party at ClubMed. i just miss the life that i used to live but had to give up for a while. was very busy then with meetings, plannings, practices and activities related to the community. was one of the so-called YFC ANY-TIMERS of Davao. aside from that, was a SFc core group member and a GK communications team member.

i had 3 weeks of break from my arki design plates. that was when the feeling of boredom and uselessness sank in. i liked the time of doing nothing and resting and catching up on my sleep. but it was boring when in long weeks. 1 week rest would have been enough for me.

what im saying is, i miss the life i had. i miss YFC, i miss the fun, the prayer, the friendship, the laughter, the meetings, the worship, the songs, everything about it.

i had to give it up for a while because of school. i know that there's a bigchance that i may fail again if i misprioritize. i will do it right this time. and hopefully, i could go back to my life before after graduation. just like i dreamt, just like i planned, just like God had planned for me.