working

what i like:
1. getting to be alone in the office
2. the silence
3. i get to choose my own music and play it again and again if i want to
4. flexible time, i can get myself excused and leave earlier when i want to.hehehehe
5. i'm learning a lot more with autocad
6. working on my own laptop
7. the pay is fine, a whole lot better than P28 per day
8. working alone


what i don't like:
1. my boss hovering and fussing over while i'm working
2. the overtime work and not getting paid for it
3. bringing my laptop everyday, its heavy
4. being alone and have no one to talk to the whole day
5. there's no internet connection
6. assumed to be the "secretary" (DAMN! im an apprentice. so what if i'm a girl architect?!)
7. jeepney rides

series of unfortunate events

so many things have happened between my last entry til today.

day after i didnt get the job where i really wanted to work, i texted all of my arki friends from UP. it was a weird day.... it just proved to me that there was really a tomorrow... i didn't have to get all bent up and frustrated over not getting what i want. there was still a lot more out there. anyways, i texted my friends and got some replies. one of the replies was not from my friend, not from who i thought it was. i thought it was anne's number but it just so happened it was the SMART company number in Makati. the funny thing was, they were indeed looking for cad operators. all i had to do was email my resume and if i could, go to manila for an interview asap. i would have gone if i hadn't gotten a job that very afternoon also. sha texted me that an architect was looking for an apprentice, waiting at sir gonzaga's house. so i got there without any interest on working for the architect. but i got it anyway, until i had something feasible and better. the next day, i got a text from trix asking me i want to work in oman with her. of course i did... i sent all the requirements to her and she submitted to her boss...

so amidst my failure in getting to what i want, i had a lot of offers... i even got an offer to be a photographer. unfortunately for the oman job, i didn't get it. so i sent my application n resume to dubai to paolo lim. he said that they were hiring. i haven't heard from him yet.

what's with me this time? i don't know... its almost my 28th birthday... i'm still stuck here at home without a boyfriend.

i hope i could find one asap.hehehe

Open your eyes to love

Just a song that seems just right for me now. i downloaded it this morning without really knowing the way it sounds. just downloaded it because it was from a movie i've seen. nyways, the lyrics hit me. i'm not sure if the song's message is meant for me or something that i want to say to somebody......

LMNT - Open your eyes to love (OST Lizzie Maguire)

You've been searching the world to find true love
Looking in all the wrong places
When all of the time you've been blind to love
As plain as the nose on your faces

It's here, it's now.
Open your eyes and see it.
Right here, right now.
Open your eyes to love.

You've been down on yourself thinking somethings are wrong
Wondering why love has never found you
Don't you know it's been right here all along
If only you'd look around you

It's here, it's now.
Open your eyes and see it.
Right here,right now.
Open your eyes to love.

Love has been right by your side
oh so,close that you could'nt see.
If love could speak it would shout to the sky,
"I've always been here,I always will be."

I'm here,i'm now.
Open your eyes and see.
Right here,right now.
Open your eyes to love.
Open your eyes.....
Open your mind to love
Open your heart to love.